A New Addiction? |
Posted: April 9, 2015 |
A New Addiction? Weird thoughts come into my brain during the wee morning hours...like, am I using my new found path to change -awareness- as a new addiction? I know denial keeps the past alive and I know I've used substances and behaviors addictively to do this... I also know awareness shows how I'm living in my I AM NOT...[past/prison] But I also know an addict can turn ANYTHING into an addiction... so this begs my question: am I using awareness as a new addiction? -to keep me out of my present [by asking where did "this" come from?] As a recovering addict, I'm often afraid I'm missing something better [whatever BETTER looks like..] cuz "good enough" never is, right? Guess what? Good enough IS. It is, it is, it is. And so are you.
How's this for summer vacaion?
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