Hi I Matthew, and since where I was in my teens I have struggled, in relating myself with the other sex, I was just scared I guess, to be a loser and that feeling followed me for a big part of my life, until I sick the help of a professional dating guru, and he opens me to a new world, where I can relate with the other sex, build relationships, and have sex. I have decided to write about my new self on my blog, and offer help to others, that are in my same situation.